WHY?!

WHY?!?!?!?!
Why did I have to turn away just now?!?!
Why couldn't I just say 'hi' first?!?!
Why I am having this negative thoughts?!?!

WHY?!

Am I doubting myself?
Am I hallucinating myself?
Am I being too sensitive?
......
I wished it was so.

I hope that everything would be as before.
I hope I've not been used...

-ISAAC-

SUNDAY SUNDAY SUNDAY!!!

Met up with Wei Hoe, Candy, Idris and Kok Ming to jam. Candy accompanied Wei Hoe.
It's been at least 2 months since we last jammed!!!
Tried out 'Seduction' first. Not bad, manage to play it decently...
Then played 'Candles', 'Save You', and some other old songs...
VERY FUN!!!
Overall we played 'Seduction' for at least 3 times!!!
HAHA!
OH YEA!!! We played our original too.
It was good! Had fun playing it...
Hope to share it with everyone 1 day.

So, tmr will be the start of a new week... which means SCHOOL!!!
BORING!!!
I really wish school would just stop... LET US HAVE MORE FUN!!!
I wanna be the Prime Minister!!! So I can stop school from functioning!!! haha.

Alright then... shall stop here...
I wanna play for another gig!!! SO FUN!!! :D

-ISAAC-

FRIDAY

MOM'S BDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Nisa, Idris and Kok Ming came over to my house to practice for an upcoming performance... Did 2 videos recording to sent to my aunt.
Practice and had fun doing the videos...
Funny moments too... HAHA!
After recording, we went to KFC and get a family feast for the 4 of us.
Nisa helped to choose a bag for my mom whereas Kok and Idris went to get drinks. THANKS! She loves it. :D

Went back to my house to eat. Nisa wanted to catch a soccer match...
I think it's fun eating together with friends at home.

Played afew rounds of 'Bluff'... then they went home. I think we should do this more often. YEA!

I guess I wasn't feeling quite good too on the night itself.
Feel like writing a song to express myself... rather than impressing others. ( Nisa, this sounds familiar yea? LOL! )
Somehow, I feel that I'm contradicting myself...

" I close my eyes, and all I see is you. I close my eyes, I try to sleep, I can't forget you. " ..... It really happened when I was going to sleep!!! I couldn't get to sleep, and all I keep thinking was you.

So today's Saturday, had a good dream.
I dreamt that I went to Canada to visit my cousins!!! :D
We were in a coach to somewhere...
It seems so REAL.
But the wierd thing is, I did not bring my white jacket. LOL! I brought thin clothings somehow when it was snowing... LOL!
I really miss you guys SO MUCH!!!

PS: EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE IN PLACE, UNTIL...
-ISAAC-

1 MONTH!!!

IT'S BEEN 1 MONTH SINCE YOU GUYS LEFT HOME!!!
Everytime when I look at the photos of the both of you, my heart turns soft... feel like crying... MISS YOU BOTH SO MUCH!!!!

How I wish Canada and Singapore was just next to each other like Singapore and Malaysia.

Right now I'm having this plan in my mind... Should the 4 of us go to Canada together? :D
I REALLY HOPE WE WOULD... IT WOULD BE SO MUCH FUN!!! :D

School has already started and it is soooo BORING!!!
I wished the holidays were longer... even better... FOREVER!!!
Not looking forward to school even though there's alot of people to see...
I just want to have fun with the 4 of us... Maybe 5? Hmm....

WHAT TO DO???


-ISAAC-

TOWN AND MOVIE.

On Tuesday, went to watch Idris' sis, Zara's SYF with Nisa, Kok and Idris.
His sister can dance man!!! So soft!!!
After the 3rd dance which was Zara's dance, we went off. HAHA!!! Support Zara only.
Then went to Long John Silver at Clark Quay to eat.
Btw, NUS is FREAKING BIGGGGG!!! Quite hard to maneuver about in there.
Had Long John Silver, then later walked around at Clarke Quay. Took some photos...
Then around 7plus walked to Esplande... Took some photos too... JUMPSHOTS.
PICTURES:











OUR SHADOWS:












LAST BUT NOT LEAST.... JUMPSHOT!!!
WE ATTEMPTED ALOT OF JUMPSHOTS, AND THIS IS ONE THE BETTER ONES. HAHA.



FINALLY!!! CREDITS TO NISA FOR BEING OUR PHOTOGRAPHER FOR THE DAY! THANKS!



On Wednesday, went to Mustafa with Wei Hoe to buy kites. The shopping mall.... smells... haha!
After buying, went to Tamp Mall to meet Idris and Kok ming to catch a movie.
Saw Julius, Baktiah, Alex and Dorcas... chat while...
We watched "Detroit Metal City"
Good, funny and hilarious show!
It talks about this pop guy who was forcefully sign on to a death metal band. lol!
He has 2 sides... everyday was a poppish day for him, but when it was time to play a show, death metal came. haha! It's very funny.

After the show, went to tampines mart to play L4D!!! WOHOOO!!!
Very funny and fun!
Idris first time playing and he wanted to play again...
This sunday we're going to play again. :D
It's very fun for the 4 of us to hang out together as a band... WE SHOULD DO THIS MORE OFTEN. :D

Alright then...

-ISAAC-

MEMORIES

The memories we share when you guys were in Singapore for the 2 weeks will always be remembered. :D

Overdue photos in Malacca:

















Pics at home:











Final moments:




I MISS ALL OF YOU!!!
ESPECIALLY JOELLE AND CLARA!!!


-ISAAC-

THE SADDEST DAY IN MY LIFE SO FAR.

Today is the saddest day in my life so far.
My cousins left for Hong Kong.

Met Yiyi and family around 8plus in the airport.
Waited for them to check in their lagguage before heading to the canteen to have their breakfast.
After eating, we left to the departure hall
Took some last photos before Yiyi and family left.

Time to go in... :(
Everyone started hugging Yiyi and family.
I went to hug and kiss both Joelle and Clara.
The feeling was unbearable. I couldn't bear to leave them. I really hope you guys could still be in Singapore. I want to see you both lovely girls everyday!!! I really miss you two!!!

Uncle Derek came to hug me. I went to hug Yiyi. She was crying. She mad me want to cry too. I believe everyone was sad and didn't want to leave one another.
Well I know I was very very sad.
Everytime when i think of both Joelle and Clara, my heart would ache so badly because I miss you both!!!

Went home was abit down...
Spent time writing a song about both Joelle and Clara, how I miss them and the times we spent together when you were in Singapore.
I hope to share it with you guys one day! :D
As i was writing the bridge of the song, tears just filled my eyes. My heart started beating faster and I started crying. I think the 2 of you really meant alot to me.

PS:
SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE MIGRATING TO CANADA.
YIYI, UNCLE DEREK, JOELLE AND CLARA!!! I MISS YOU ALL!!! ESPECIALLY THE 2 LOVELY KIDS!!! I WILL ALWAYS PUT YOU 2 IN MY HEART.

-ISAAC-